I can smell a little bit of Fall in the air and every year this gives me a bit of a bad feeling, it's almost like panic.

I have never felt more sick in my life than I have felt in the past 12 hours and even though I suspect it is a good thing because it probably means my body is working to get back to normal, I wish I could die because it REALLY IS THAT BAD and I am not someone who is a wimp about pain or that sort of thing. I seem to be losing more hair than I should be lately, not enough to be concerned, but enough to be annoyed even more than I already am at this stupid Depo life ruining drug.

Then I think about those goddamned World Vision ads because shit, those actually get to me, not because of anything the washed up has been pseudo celebrities have to say, but because it really is FUCKED UP that people live and die like that every day and sometimes the worst thing we have to complain about is that we are bored or we didn't get tickets to some wank's concert or somebody hurt our feelings or blah blah blah and it just proves that "it's a small world" means it's small because we are all selfish and not because we share any common goal towards the greater good of this planet and I proved that by writing about myself in the first paragraph and saving this rant for the second.