i suspect i will emotionally torture myself until the day i die

someone was talking soul mates, and once i thought i found mine
i probably told you this already
i repeat these days, one track mind or drunk? not sure

Is it wrong that I would fuck you regardless of circumstance
that you would travel 3000 miles to do so
and then we're back to here again
like nothing ever happened

and nothing did happen, right
and everything happened like a bad movie too
then
not now, but now doesn't even count anymore

I remember the day you broke my heart
but not the date

you know i was never good with numbers