when you only have 4 channels to watch you can find yourself sitting in front of daytime emmy programs that go on and on and on and it means little to you because you don't have the cable to actually see any of the shows these people are on.

D is at work at tonight, so i'm here at home cleaning up. D is my boyfriend. That's all i'm going to say about that. I feel like if i say too much, it might jinx things and i don't want to do that. I know that's gay but whatever, i can't help it.

hey i havent smoked since Monday, not bad, eh? Somebody is good for me.

youd think on a friday id have something else to say but fuck it i dont. Err... maybe because on second thought its actually Saturday?



hey did anyone else ever notice that Ridge from The Bold and the Beautiful played bass in this band?