I didn’t used to have a lot of patience it would seem, particularly for my family. Went over to my mother’s yesterday, she was watching old videos (well, ok not old exactly, videos from 2000). Besides the fact that it was weird to see the ex in every one of them and the fact that every occasion seemed to go down pretty much the same way, I also noticed that I looked pissy in several of them and in one I throw an absolutely sour look at the camera, twirl my wine glass and mutter “what time is it anyway, is it time to GO?” If you can imagine a snotty self-indulgent tone of voice, you will have nailed it perfectly.

I wish I could remember what set me off or what was going on, I really can’t recall what the problem was. I don’t think there was anything going on with the ex, we seem to be getting along well, it must be the family but there’s no indication of what it would be. I hate that I come off as such as vile bitch though, although everyone else viewing seemed to find it humorous. Ah well, I’m glad I’ve mellowed out some over the past decade.