it’s a funny thing, time, how it makes some things no longer exciting, other things become elevated to super-unknown extra desirable status. Another curious human characteristic, that, the desire for what we don’t already have and the ease of abandoning that which we do. Some might say it’s a left over caveman trait, moving on improves one’s chances of moving up and leaving your mark so to speak. I disbelieve this and think it’s more that we don’t have enough occupying our little minds, giving us lots of time to think about our dissatisfactions. I hate that. I think that’s why people can’t stay together anymore, that’s why so many people get into so much trouble in so many areas of their lives. When you are busy together in the just surviving, I think you appreciate each other more, form a stronger bond. Mind you, you can’t even really do this anymore, most of us, the just surviving of these days still brings up money fights etc., I think our progress has forever altered our ability to genuinely relate to one another long term.


I was really tired today, I mean REALLY tired and I don’t know why. I slept in until I absolutely didn’t have a second to spare before work. Then I thought I’d lost my bank card. I’m pathetic every morning really, running around all confused and disorganized, you’d think I’d do something about that.



sometimes listening to work talk ALL day makes your head want to BLOW UP, I think maybe mine already did a long time ago, my brain doesn’t work well anymore, oh HEY is it a FACT that aging makes you lose your spelling ability? Because I seem to be losing mine, I was a top notch spelling bee type when I was younger, but these days I look at words and can’t quite figure if they look right or not, very annoying. Do you think multiple personality is really that bad of a thing? Because I was thinking it would certainly give you an excuse to do things you wouldn’t otherwise have the balls to do…