Thinking Can Be Hazardous to Your Health

The boyfriend and I broke up tonight (don't worry this won't be a sob story post, because it's not a sob story), and I think I feel relief. No offense to him as a person, but he was being moodier than a woman with the worst PMS and I really could not take it. He seems to be one of those guys who gets all angsty and then once it's annoyed you to the point where you say even the slightest thing, it becomes your fault. I think he thinks I'm all wounded, I think insulted is more what I feel since I really am very laid back about things these days, and I don't think I'm all that hard to deal with.

It's ironic in that he seemed to think I had these grand plans around him, and really I didn't. I've learned enough in my life so far to know better than to look too far ahead. Yeah I liked him, I liked hanging out, I was nice and loving towards him, that's normal I think.
Maybe I really shouldn't be with anybody in any real way, because I don't want to start second guessing things all the time. I don't want to censor my feelings if anything significant seems to be developing (or not), and I don't like the expectations that seem to come with relationships, although I am willing to work with it if the situation seems worthwhile.

I got the photography job I applied to by the way! Hooray!