Mr. Sandman, just knock me the fuck out

I've felt like crap for 3 days now and what sucks the most is that I can't sleep or rather I can't go to sleep early because I just don't work that way and I know most people don't get that but if I try to go to sleep and it's too early and I'm not ready then I think too much and end up being up even longer than I would be if I just stayed up to begin with.

If I had binoculars I might try spying on the many buildings around mine just to pass the time but something tells me the only thing I would see is very bored people watching very boring tv I can almost guarantee there is nothing exciting or dirty or even slightly untoward going on in any of these buildings and my building tends to shut it down around 9 pm being that it is full of the aged and I feel like I am in a training unit for my retirement days.

You might think I spend a lot of time complaining but I like to think of it as purging a sort of negativity bulimia if you will and therefore although it may not be neccessarily healthy to spend so much time at it I still get to look good.