Blogging Rehab

I'm not going to blog every day anymore or should I say even try to blog every day because of the following:

I don't have something to say every day unless I start telling you what I've done each day etc. and I'm pretty sure that would be less fascinating then cleaning your nails or blowing your nose and also some things are private, and I try to respect the privacy of those around me which limits the stories I'm willing to post.

I'm trying to get my body and general well-being back on track. I stupidly took two Depo Provera shots over the last 6 months and I don't want to even think about boring you with the super lengthy list of problems this has caused to my health and outlook. Suffice it to say I have felt like a complete stranger to myself and I'm also extremely tired ALL THE TIME. I would not recommend this form of birth control to any woman. It is not safe, and I am willing to bet we will openly hear this sometime in the not so distant future. This drug has the potential to destroy your body, your emotional state and your relationship. If you have a boyfriend who can even begin to understand this stuff or wants to, you are extremely lucky. Otherwise, there is a good chance this birth control will work even better than you had planned. People suck like that.

I want to get out of the house and actually participate in the world a little more than I have been in the last 6+ months. A big challenge due to fatigue, but one I want to accomplish.

I want to re-evaluate my life direction and actually form a real plan or at least an outline of what I want and when I want it. It's time, I think, for me to act like a grown-up and start to actively get what I want out of life be it work, relationships etc.

I'm getting bored of this post. I've used this as a list for myself, so I don't forget what my plans are and what I need to do. I'm bad like that, I know it, I blow things off and procrastinate addictively and blah blah blah...

I never wanted this to neccessarily be a blog about me and my life. I don't presume to be nearly interesting enough to bother with that. Anyway, I'll post when I have something I need to get off my chest. Or when I find something ridiculous or funny or disturbing. And when I'm not so tired.

It would be much more interesting and glamorous if I could have just said "Hey, back later. Rehab. 6 weeks. "