P.S. I'm actually in an OK frame of mind right now...even considering what I wrote below...I'm making good progress on getting my condo ready to sell and I feel positive about so many other things in my life, have a few good projects on the go and have lots of good plans still to put into motion. I just need to vent, ya know? That way I can stop dwelling and over thinking it all... because that's NOT who I want to be....