so I haven’t smoked for 4 days… baby steps, right? Sure, the reason is that I drank far, far, far too much on Saturday (truly, I wonder how I am still alive) and the very idea of smoking (or drinking) makes me feel sick to my stomach. You know, that probably isn’t such a bad thing. I’d like to remove those things from my life to tell you the truth. I mean really, it’s time, isn’t it? You would have thought I would have gotten bored with that by now. Truth is, I have. Here's a little gallery through the years of me smoking obnoxiously. sigh.





what was i thinking with this hideous hat?