ok so it would seem this photo has NOTHING to do with this post, but that's where you are wrong. See? That window represents the broken down old nasty me that I will become if I don't shape up...ok it's a stretch.

ok so even though my knees are hurting all the time I am going to get back on the working out thing because seriously who wants to be a fat, flabby old thing when the summer weather hits? No, not me and anyway, can I just tell you that I kind of LIKE the aching feeling you get in your stomach when you are hungry?

I suppose that's not normal and it's the kind of nonsense that an eating disorder website would just LOVE to use as a recommendation... but sorry, it's true. When I go on junk food eating binges I truly feel like crap and hate hate HATE my lack of self-control. I LIKE decent and healthy food, I really do! STILL not smoking for those of you following that game... looks like tobacco doesn't win the pennant this year.