My destiny better not be to die on a snowy highway

this is my brain today.

I worry a lot and today I am worrying already about the fact that it is starting to snow and that means it will get slippery out and later I have to drive up what is probably the worst highway around here, everyone doubles the speed limit (not kidding) and it's a smallish country type highway with two-way traffic and no dividers and lots of trucks and I wish other people weren't such fucks but they are and always need to RUSH RUSH RUSH for every little thing without taking time to enjoy the now and DAMN IT winter makes this stuff worse OH lets add in that now it gets dark at 5 pm and I have nearly non-existent night vision and THERE is one of the biggest reasons I hate this time of year, my heart can hardly take the day to day agony of the worry of it all, stress.