Three Years Ago...

I said this:

It’s raining and yay thunder, oh look am I another one of those girls who likes rain and being sad, oh get over it judgmental, we can’t all be blasé and immune to the world and why would you want to be? Anyway it doesn’t make me sad, but it does make me wish I was still in bed watching I have a great view of this city and huge windows that frame storms perfectly.

I would love it if I could go eat eggs Benedict right now. I would love it even more if I had someone to eat them with. But it would have to be the right someone, eggs Benedict is a pretty special egg dish to eat with just anyone. Ideally maybe would be the eggs in bed with the storm and the big windows.

Instead, I’m here at work taking orders to do truly silly and mindless tasks.

I want to be overwhelmed by someone and I want my insides to be so full of feeling that I might explode the universe. You might as well be dead if you have to live through mediocre emotions.