still working some things out in my head, feeling betrayed... I have a tendency to blame myself for things that are not entirely my fault or in some cases not my fault at all. I think in certain situations you should be able to 100% expect loyalty and consideration from people and when you find out that you don`t have that, it can be a terribly hurtful blow.

I`ve gone through being angry and sad and I`m not sure what to do with all this. Let`s just say someone thinks they have the upper hand and are no doubt going to do whatever they can to cause trouble. They think the situation is funny and I`m not sure how that makes them a very good friend to the other person involved but what do I know, maybe that`s how you really show that you want someone to be happy. I just really hope the other person puts a stop to it.

To put it plainly, my boyfriend's ex-girlfriend is a meddling bitch and extremely uncool. Sometimes she calls him and leaves 2-4 minute long phone messages 2-4 times per day, and feels perfectly free to badmouth me, someone she has never laid eyes on...can we say unstable? Fuck, you'd think we were 15 years old, and why doesn't this grown woman have her own man and life and stay out of mine anyway? They broke up oh... it must be around 2 years ago. I think it's fucking WEIRD at this age and stage of life. Then again, based on what she has said it would appear that she made up a boyfriend last year to try to taunt him with... again, unstable much? Thank god she doesn't live nearby although I know she keeps trying to plan visits so I anticipate that will be my next big issue someday soon...unless she manages to convince him to lie to me to see her.

I don't get it. Yes, I know it's my boyfriend's job to put a stop to it blah blah blah... but still, any specific reason why women are such cunts?