there's a disconnect, it's been there for awhile
and i've chosen to ignore it



like a home repair that you never quite get around to
and you learn to live with
even if the music seems a little flat



and you learn the little tricks to keep getting by
but eventually it finally gives up the ghost
and you have to either throw it away or call someone in to repair it



I don't know if it's reached that point yet
but it might be getting close
and I don't know what to do
looking back doesn't help



I kind of feel like I've tried all the repairs I know how to
this time, it's not me, it's you