Sometimes I Have Trouble Figuring Out

how to spend my time and so I end up doing weird internet searches for things and sometimes searches for not so weird things like lists of celebrity blogs but that was disappointing because you STUPID celebrities don't even write anything, it's your PR crap or something, or you haven't written anything for months or even YEARS and how do you expect people to care about you if you have nothing to say for god's sake? I know, I know, there's US magazine and such, but maybe I like the immediacy and more importantly the freeness of the internet, and besides, you can tell us the TRUTH of your life online. Now Jeff Bridges, I guess his is kind of good, it's all scanned handwritten shit and weird drawings and maybe he isn't entirely sane. Come to think of it though, I can't even picture what he looks like or anything he has done. So then I get bored and stop looking at them. Then I realize that I don't even care about this celebrity stuff and I REALLY must be bored and stupid, I really only like the scandalous stuff because it's exciting or maybe titillating is the word I want, and there's none of that here. I realize that if I stop typing, then I have nothing to do, but if I keep typing, I will reveal myself to be even more of an idiot than I already have. Decisions.

Every year that passes, I seem to forget how to spell more words, and I used to be a BIGSHIT, CLASS SPELLING BEE CHAMP of a speller.